Trust, a small word with huge connotations, trust is something I give freely, yes, even after all the things I have been through in my life I still trust. This past weekend I allowed, and there is that word again, someone to enter my head and that caused me to behave like a crazy person, and not in a good way.
I am going to say this right here, right now, I don’t care who is on your friend list, and I don’t ever want your password to your email, facebook, or myspace pages. I have no desire to go through your wallet, no urge to look through your text messages. I trust you so completely it is not even funny. So having said that I promise to never, ever, allow outside influences into my head ever again, and no these are not my wedding vows. But they should be….
I don’t know what was wrong with me this weekend, was mercury in retrograde? Something was up, I don’t know what it was, but I am all better now. Lately I have been vulnerable to outside influences, I have allowed people to influence the way I feel, not just in this instance, but others as well. So, I am going to drink more coffee as I know the caffeine will protect me from, well, everything, oh and Flintstones vitamins. Those protect me as well.
Ok, done with that episode in my life. I want to thank my friend at work for trading days with me next week so I can watch Tessa while Jeffrey is having a procedure done to his back. Prayers much appreciated that this works, because if it doesn’t he will have to have surgery.
Short entry today, a lot said using few words.

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